catchall for akane

[leaberator]

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[leaberator]

[ i'm going to say yes for the ease of my own mind, and he winces ]

Yikes. What is this, puzzle week? [ the coffin, an escape room, the boxes... it never ends?? ] You said you guys succeeded, right?

[specialdog]

[ She has no witty response for that first part. She's too annoyed by the Murder. But not by him or his comment. ]

Yeah. It was way back on Tuesday; we did everything they wanted. So I thought...

I guess I just thought we'd all be fine, afterwards.

[leaberator]

[ ah. ]

It's a pretty good thought, but... I think if it was that easy, they'd have let us go already. [ but it's not a rebuke, just soft, as if he's just considering the option. ] It might've been that whoever it was got corrupted before that. We don't know yet how that happens.

[ do they know anything at all? ]

[specialdog]

But we do know that they aren't themselves. That they get corrupted and then don't even remember what they've done.

[ That's one of the parts of this she hates the most. Not being able to hold anyone accountable, or really trust them, even if she trusts them. ]

... Maybe it lays latent for a long time. Like the idea of someone being corrupted from the moment they got here, and not realizing.

[leaberator]

[ they do know that. him more than anyone else. ]

... I think that might be worse. Wouldn't that mean there's nothing we can do for everyone already corrupted?

[specialdog]

It's not like there's nothing we can do. We can purify them.

[ which. means killing them. but okay. ]

Or do you think there's some other way of healing people? That's pretty naive to expect.

[leaberator]

[ first of all: yikes. it's a good thing he's so used to yikes talk!! ]

There isn't right now, but purifying them like that can't be our only solution. The way it's been talked about, it's stopping it from growing, not from existing altogether. What, are we gonna chop off heads until there's none of us left?

[specialdog]

[ Akane is very Yikes sometimes... ]

It doesn't feel like we have any other choice. [ but at least she doesn't sound happy about it. ]

I don't mind trying naive solutions, but there has to be an action we can take. Just talking about not wanting to kill each other won't fix it. Wanting to be superheroes or thinking villains can be saved is childish unless you actually know what to do.

[leaberator]

[ there's a lot, theoretically, he could say about that, but it's not like he's used to defending the optimism. that's not really his style. ]

I didn't say we stopped doing it if it's our only option right now. If I wanted to stop it, I'd have done it last week. [ blunt. ] But that doesn't mean we can't search for how to fix it. The entire point of us being here is to figure things out, or whatever.

[ whatever!! the universe!! wants!!!!

lea hates the universe. ]

[specialdog]

I'm just worried about how many people are saying that we should all just try to strengthen our bonds, as if that will help.

[leaberator]

[ bonds just make him think of hisoka and he. sighs. deeply. he's a big believer in friendship but he has his limits and he's also like, the poster boy for secret keeping in friendships, so. whoops. ]

I know they've talked about it, but... Kinda hard to pull off when we're living on the edge like this. I guess Lune and Sol have been emphasizing it 'cause without this partnership thing, the darkness just invites itself right in.

[ that was a fun two minutes last time. ]

[specialdog]

I do think it's fair to say that maybe the bonds will be preventative. They won't fix someone who's broken, but maybe they could keep the corruption away?

[ but, shrugs!! ]

[leaberator]

Maybe. [ he huffs, a bit ] This is all a big case of us not knowing details that would be real helpful to know, huh? Maybe they should just have the bonds feed us info.

[specialdog]

Yeah, but they aren't that helpful.

[ she is resigned to it... ]

And you'd think that having us do things like escape rooms as if they were bonding exercises would have meant more.

[leaberator]

Isn't the point of escape rooms to work together anyway? I guess that sorta makes them bonding exercises by default.

[ again, i do not care that there is no canon to back me up on axel knowing what escape rooms are. ]

[specialdog]

[ it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine ]

Yeah, we had to work together the whole time. [ she says, like it's some great travesty. ]

[leaberator]

Just who were you stuck with, that it was so bad?

[ he sounds extremely amused by her complaining ]

[specialdog]

[ weirdly, having someone let her complain instead of calling her out makes her admit, begrudgingly: ]

It wasn't... That bad. It was North and Four.

And... Nana.

[leaberator]

[ ah, geez. ]

Nana, huh... [ hm. ] Did you guys tell people about this before now?

[specialdog]

[ she shakes her head. ]

It's not like we really learned anything, so it didn't feel like there was a point in speaking up.

[leaberator]

Nothing at all? I thought it was a bonding experience?

[ she learned? friendship?

he's joking. ]

[specialdog]

You're right. I learned that they were good problem solvers.

[ ?? a real compliment??? maybe?? ]

But that doesn't really need to be a public announcement.

[leaberator]

[ he's so proud of you, akane?? ]

Guess not. [ but, hm. ] At least if you guys didn't get anything from it, it eliminates the possibility that it's why she was targeted.

[ ... is that a yay or ]

[specialdog]

Well, we did get a couple prizes.

[ ..... You know sometimes it's hard to tell if she likes keeping secrets or just likes contradicting people. ]

[leaberator]

...How's that nothing.

[ he's. just. why. ]