catchall for milla

[leaberator]

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[tothemaxwell]

All of a sudden? I'd say that it is the summary of most of your actions, although perhaps "fear" is sometimes a little strong.

You feared for Xion. You feared for Emma. You fear for your close friends, your family unit here. You fear for what your actions will cause for them.

The only person you do not seem to fear for... is yourself.

[leaberator]

The... summary of my actions? I'm not being driven by fear. That's-- of course I'm worried about the people I care about, that's normal. That doesn't mean I base everything around that.

[ ... does it? he doesn't refute the last part, because he-- has nothing to say to it. ]

[tothemaxwell]

Where do you think worry is borne from? I never suggested it was unnatural.

You have time and time again proven yourself as a reliable source of ability and information, Lea. What part of you feels you are untrustworthy? I notice you have not refuted my final statement.

[leaberator]

It's not what drives me.

[ he repeats it, quiet. ]

I never said I was untrustworthy. [ never said he wasn't either but. ] But yeah, I'm not worried for me. What's there to refute? I know I can handle myself.

[tothemaxwell]

You certainly do seem to feel that way. But as always, I can't help but notice how others worry about you—depend on you. No one, myself included, wants to see harm come as close to you again as it did with Shirasu.

[...]

I believe you. Then, what would you say it is that propels you forward?

[leaberator]

[ depend on him ... that again? he rubs the back of his head ]

Everyone's always saying that... I don't die so easy, alright?

[ he shakes his head because. that aside-- ]

I made a promise. That's all.

[tothemaxwell]

As you have shown so far. But you still need only die once here to be dead.

[her tone is gentle, but not admonishing. please be careful axel, people generally die when they are killed, current company nonwithstanding..............

anyway

hm]

To someone here?

[leaberator]

Isn't that most places?

[ he says, having died like... thrice... Anyway Milla is giving him a rollercoaster of emotions and he doesn't like a single one of them. this is fun. ]

Yeah. And I intend to keep it.

[tothemaxwell]

I suspect so, but these past few weeks have encouraged me to open my mind even further into the unknown. In short, who knows?

[mystery! intrigue! it's fun!]

Although you do keep a somewhat shady demeanor, I have no doubt that you keep your promises without hesitation. For all your deflection, you are, at your core, a very good person.

[leaberator]

[ he has WHIPLASH, milla ]

"Shady demeanor"...? [ he makes a face but doesn't try to argue on it ] Thanks, I guess. How'd this whole thing come to be about me, anyway?

[ none of this is what he'd come to talk about!!!! why did Sol do this to him!!! ]

[tothemaxwell]

I believe we were talking about what you should, or should not do, and why that may be.

[she's helping!!]

I am looking forward to your rallying cry tomorrow, Lea.

[leaberator]

I was being rhetorical!

[ Milla!!!!! No!!!! ]

You make it sound so intense. I keep telling you, I'm only gonna be reiterating what pretty much everyone already knows.

[tothemaxwell]

Nonetheless, I shall look forward to it.

[milla always yes]

Was there anything else? Or shall I leave you to your evening?

[leaberator]

[ he shakes his head ]

I got nothing else. [ this is what he gets for listening to sol ] Just wanted your thoughts on the whole deal.

[tothemaxwell]

Very well. In that case, I shall take my leave—and wish you all the best of luck.

If you have anything else to discuss with me, know that my hypothetical door is always open.