catchall for saïx

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[leaberator]

[ there is a long, distinct pause as axel weighs whether he should tell saix or abuse the fact that he thinks he's going to die and that makes him more honest


It's despicable but he chooses the latter, settling in next to him without a word. ]

You offered yourself up for Xion and Minato. Thought you didn't care?

[moonprisonpower]

[ axel.... is the worst. unfortunately, it's true, he will be more honest. but he's also mad at lea, so how honest remains to be seen. ]

They wouldn't have chosen me anyway.

[ so he clearly doesn't!! care!!! ]

[leaberator]

Which means you didn't have to tell them not to.

[ dumbass. ]

So?

[moonprisonpower]

I wanted to be sure.

[ fuk off lea ]

So, neither Xion or Minato will die. Are you satisfied?

[leaberator]

[ neither will you, you overdramatic prick.

what he says instead is quiet. ]

You seriously think I want you dead?

[moonprisonpower]

[ bold of you to assume saix doesn't want saix dead ]

It's preferable to them, isn't it? As I am now.

[leaberator]

... If you die in this place, we don't even know if you could be recompleted.

[ being a nobody is? bad, actually? ]

[moonprisonpower]

You'd still have them.

[ way to be a debbie fucking downer ]

[leaberator]

[ god. he should just tell him so he stops being annoyed.

instead he continues to argue ]

You think I'd just forget about you and move on?

[moonprisonpower]

... No... You wouldn't do that.

[ but he is, currently jealous, again. ]

But you are moving on.

[leaberator]

[ what ]

"Moving on"? What are you even talking about?

[moonprisonpower]

[ hm. ]

Nevermind. It's pointless now, anyway.

[ because he's clearly, dying, tomorrow, ]

[leaberator]

What have you got to lose by being honest with me?

[ since he is. dying. tomorrow.

this is really fucked up to do ]

[moonprisonpower]

Nothing to gain, either. I missed my chance.

[ that's nice and vague ]

[leaberator]

What are you talking about?

[moonprisonpower]

[ ga...y....... ]

Do you really want to know?

[leaberator]

[ no bitch he's asking for fun? ]

You know I do.

[moonprisonpower]

[ yea ]

What would you have done if I wasn't cursed, two weeks ago?

[ not that it matters now bc he's definitely dying for realsies tomorrow ]

[leaberator]

[ oh. are they. talking about that now? wow. okay. didn't. want that, but. ]

... What do you mean?

[moonprisonpower]

[ saix only brings it up because he's literally gonna die, which is definitely happening. ]

If it hadn't been because of the curse.

[ does he have to spell it out!!! cause if lea doesn't get it he's not going to ]

1/2

[leaberator]

[ listen lea's dumb but not that dumb.

which means he just kind of sits there in shock for a second as it finally sinks in. oh. oh wow. he really should have just told saix he wasn't dying. ]

[leaberator]

[ he should say something. saix is expecting an answer and he should say something, not just sit there revisiting his entire life history.

(does that mean... isa...?)

so instead he blurts out the first thing that comes to mind: ]

Well, it would've still been pretty awful timing.

[ and then he looks away because. nailed it. wow. ]

[moonprisonpower]

[ yeah he really fucking should've, now saix is never going to speak to axel again. he lets out a laugh that almost sounds fond. classic lea. ]

It wasn't exactly my choice. I did.... I knew you were going to blame yourself for Mary, so I wanted to do something. But then it was out of my hands.

[ and onto his lips ig!!!! but he's also looking away, time for mcfucking awkwardness to return ]

Well, it doesn't matter now.

[ it's too late ]

[leaberator]

[ No it kinda does fucking matter because axel made a huge mistake and now he has to live with the consequences. ]

So, you... Isa, you're serious about this?

[ DOES HE THINK HE'S GONNA SAY "NAH BRO IT'S A PRANK, NO HOMO" ]

[moonprisonpower]

[ he did this!! to himself!!! ]

Do you think I'd joke about this, Lea?

[ even his sense of humor isn't that bad ]