I know fading away was always part of your stupid plan, but-- [ he stops. breathes. no heS STILL MAD ] This isn't the same. We don't even know if you can come back from that.
[ he shrugs at that, looking away. even now, admitting to it... he crosses his arms against his chest ]
Of course I like you better when you're not playing vessel for the worst guy in the universe. [ ... and then, quiet: ] But that's still better than not existing at all.
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[ he has nothing to say to that first part. ]
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... Why do you act like you're so okay about this?
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How else should I act?
[ back on his bullshit!!! ]
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I know fading away was always part of your stupid plan, but-- [ he stops. breathes. no heS STILL MAD ] This isn't the same. We don't even know if you can come back from that.
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[ it's no secret that lea is ahead of him, timelisewise, and saix knows what's in his future, but..... this is the most he's let slip, so far. ]
The dead still exist even though they're meant to be dead. So, it stands to reason that I would too.
[ .... ]
Besides, do you really want me to exist as I do now?
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[ he shrugs at that, looking away. even now, admitting to it... he crosses his arms against his chest ]
Of course I like you better when you're not playing vessel for the worst guy in the universe. [ ... and then, quiet: ] But that's still better than not existing at all.
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[ he knew lea would say that, but somehow, it still takes him off guard. ]
But it would be at the cost of young Kaoru's life. I know you're not okay with that.
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I'm not okay with any of this!