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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-20 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a flicker of... something... on her face—bitterness...?—before her face smooths out again. ]

How long have you known?
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-20 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ where the fuck are they even. why do we never figure this out. i'm saying they're in one of their houses so that xion can just collapse onto a bed or a chair or something. she's tired and doesn't know what the fuck to say man ]
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-20 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
But... there are only fourteen of us left.

[ wow i really hate that it's that specific number and so does she ]
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-20 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Four people died last week.

[ like, ]
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-22 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
I just...

It's not fair. If I was going to die anyway no matter what, why did I get brought here—?
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-22 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
But...

[ . . . ]

I have to. I know I do, before everything can go the way it's supposed to. Even if we do get to leave and go back to whatever we were doing before we came here—I was always on borrowed time in some way, wasn't I?
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[personal profile] blackcoats 2019-07-22 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

Axel, if you're just trying to make me feel better... please, don't.