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[ yeah because axel didn't bother telling him he wasn't dying and he wanted him to be more honest and so he? did it to himself?
he says none of that ]
...Kinda. But it's...
he says none of that ]
...Kinda. But it's...
... It's complicated.
[ that's obviously not what she wants to hear, but it is what he was going to say, so there's a pause ]
You haven't talked to him, right? In general.
[ that's obviously not what she wants to hear, but it is what he was going to say, so there's a pause ]
You haven't talked to him, right? In general.
[ god, why does that make him laugh. ]
Yeah... he's not so bad when he's not pretending to still be the worst.
[ bit. fond, there. ]
Yeah... he's not so bad when he's not pretending to still be the worst.
[ bit. fond, there. ]
[ ....... it takes a while for him to say it, but he admits: ]
We've known each other since we were kids.
[ he looks a bit sad about it ]
We've known each other since we were kids.
[ he looks a bit sad about it ]
[ . . . . she blinks and
if it were someone a little more tactful, maybe they would be able to approach the subject more delicately. but it's lili, so she's mostly just confused when she asks]
... is there a reason why you don't sound happy to reminisce about it?
if it were someone a little more tactful, maybe they would be able to approach the subject more delicately. but it's lili, so she's mostly just confused when she asks]
... is there a reason why you don't sound happy to reminisce about it?
[ -- it's a good thing she does, because he laughs, a bit wry ]
A lot of stuff happened since then. Sometimes that makes it hard to remember the good parts. [ he waves a hand, vaguely ] Like I said. It's complicated.
A lot of stuff happened since then. Sometimes that makes it hard to remember the good parts. [ he waves a hand, vaguely ] Like I said. It's complicated.
[ he shrugs, helpless ]
Sometimes? 'Course, if I ever said anything like that to him, he'd prolly just think I hated him.
[ the dumb bitch. ]
Sometimes? 'Course, if I ever said anything like that to him, he'd prolly just think I hated him.
[ the dumb bitch. ]
[ him being described as sensitive is... axel coughs to hide a laugh ]
Nah, that's not... quite right. Isa's... he's kinda... he tends to lash out when he's insecure and assumes the worst?
[ he sounds as if he's considering it himself aaaand didn't even notice he called him isa, huh ]
Nah, that's not... quite right. Isa's... he's kinda... he tends to lash out when he's insecure and assumes the worst?
[ he sounds as if he's considering it himself aaaand didn't even notice he called him isa, huh ]
Saïx, my bad.
[ look axel's trying to figure out a way to word it that doesn't involve going into their involved history and also doesn't just call him a jealous little bitch ]
What am I telling him in this scenario, exactly?
[ look axel's trying to figure out a way to word it that doesn't involve going into their involved history and also doesn't just call him a jealous little bitch ]
What am I telling him in this scenario, exactly?
[ @ sipp tag me back so i can know
just kidding he wouldn't say anyway so he shakes his head ]
Yeah, that'd be 'cause I don't even wanna talk about this in the first place. [ ... ] Isn't him liking me complicated enough already?
just kidding he wouldn't say anyway so he shakes his head ]
Yeah, that'd be 'cause I don't even wanna talk about this in the first place. [ ... ] Isn't him liking me complicated enough already?
[ ... wow... let's switch tactics ]
Okay, take this case for example. Yeah, it's relevant to me, but it's not just my secret, right? It's Saïx's, too. He probably doesn't want everybody knowing his feelings.
Okay, take this case for example. Yeah, it's relevant to me, but it's not just my secret, right? It's Saïx's, too. He probably doesn't want everybody knowing his feelings.
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